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Assalamualaikum, first and foremost this is my personal review about him and what I see him through his book and not being his friend and such.

Btw , I known this man since I was 11. At that time,I am still a girl who's into book and stuff. The rainbow troops was one of my earliest indonesian book and maan,little did I know that this book could change my entire life about life itself.

I could say that Andrea was a gifted person,and  I know that in life that we will have our ups and downs but reading his book is life his always been on the downs. He's living his life like idk,the lowest of the lowest. That's the only way I could describe himself.

Now, he's a winner for New York Book festival and his book sold out for a couple of million times ( inc the pirated ver ).  His film have been watch a couple of million times and now, he owns his own museum in his hometown,Belitong. How a book could make such an impact on a person like himself.

I didn't really know him, but how he talks through his books always fascinate me. He's not a poetry student but he can makes people cry and laugh with his own way of word.And magically , I could say that I'm in love with his books. How he makes me cry and laugh, how being poverty doesn't stop you for being whatever you want as long as you hustle through those thing with a strong heart and a damn hella lot of patience. How being Andrea actually is not easy , I myself think that I might not survive in his world . That shows how he lives his life sooo hard that I think his overnight success with The rainbow troops was really meant for him. He deserve all those success after what he went through in his life.

So yeah ,I think that's it . I know that he maybe heard this a lot of times but I can't stop myself from talking about him since right now he's all in my head ( blame it on KLIBF haha ). So if you have any other thoughts about him,you can share with me and let's agree to disagree

Han Hanan
nerd nerd nerd

Assalamualaikum and hello there world
*hanhanan dah kenapa :P*

So this morning,aku baru setel edit video untuk KL Biennale so why not I share it with you guys. And kelainan aku buat ialah aku tak banyak gambar kot pasal aku malaihhh and nak test la kalau-kalau aku ni ada bakat ke tak :P ( which is obvs aku kena improve pasal aku tak dak shot yang best )

Last week aku pi KL Biennale iaitu salah satu art exhibition di Balai Seni Negara . Mulanya nak p hat Petronas tapi sebab aku tak confident nak p KLCC sorang-sorang so aku ditch that idea and instead aku p KL Biennale la.

KL Biennale ni secara ringkasnya dia ada 5 genre arts (?) iaitu manusia,spiritual,haiwan,warisan and satu lagi aku tak ingat . Aku of course bukan dak dak melukih ka apa tapi kat situ bukan ada melukih ja kot. Ada photography exhibition juga,abstract art . Dia ni random la pasal art ni subjective. Lukisan adik hang yang satu family tak faham pun boleh jadi art.

Dan aku tahu,selalunya aku speak english but I choose to do manglish because idk, maybe pasal aku rasa orang english boleh faham through my video rather than the talk (?). Plus aku taktau nak describe in english .


Kat luar balai negara ada PCLO Cafe kalau ada nak minum-minum santai dan ada bas yang jual cenderamata BSN :P ( Balai Seni Negara k )

Pameran ni sampai 31 hb so kalau korang ada masa memang aku mengalu-alukan la korang pergi sana,cari ilham buat FYP,and manatau nanti arts korang jadi pameran gak.

Pameran ni ambil masa dalam 2 jam setengah gak nak habis tawaf semua kawasan. Kalau yang jenis meneliti semua tu maybe lebih pasal aku tengok yang mana aku berkenan ja macam dalam video aku tunjuk nanti dekat penghujung.

Aku rasa facilities dia pun best sebab ada lift kalau korang penat men tawaf. Ada tandas cuma surau je la slack sebab surau dia jauuuuh dekat pejabat pentadbiran tak silap. Dan diorang ada servis lokar percuma kalau korang bawa emas ke berlian ke ( ko nak buka kedai ke eh ehh ). Dan jangan lupa bawa air pasal nanti korang letih gila mentawaf . Tapi bagi aku berbaloi bagi pencinta seni pasal arts yang display bagi aku bertaraf antarabangsa boh. Dah tu sebab nama dia Biennale.

Biennale :, Italian for "biennial" or "every other year", is any event that happens every two years. It is most commonly used within the art world to describe large-scale international contemporary art exhibitions.]


Haa itu je kot,kalau tak faham faham juga boleh la pergi exhibition tu and check sendiri :D.K Assalamualaikum

HanHanan
dia pergi pasal nak cari idea fyp je pun :P

Salam alaik,
k I know that I've been neglecting this bored blog but hey what to expect? She only writes when she's bored :P

So last week is my bro's birthday and I didn't get a chance to wish him publicly :P so yeah what a way to wish him here I guess. Plus he should be happy he get a chance to be featured in my blog :P

So Ammar's turned 20 on 18th January so there's not much *ehem yeke* so to Ammar,I'll be sending you visual picture that describe what I want to say to you k :D.

Being 18 was the most difficult phase I've ever been. Sometimes,I would listen to some kpop song and sometimes I prefer some indie band over a loud beats.

I also struggle with finding and searching the meaning of true happiness. I mean,what's the point of being rich and fab if you didn't find what you're looking for. And that's: true happiness.

At first,I thought being happy requires me to have a lots of friends. Suddenly I realized,then I must be unhappy because I don't have a large group of friends. But I thought to myself " But I feel full and not empty,why? I don't have lots of friends though "hmmm....

This is  when I start to find happiness in friend. I think that if I don't talk to friend at least once a day,I am not happy. I start defining my own happiness based on my relationship with friends.

And that's the worst mistake I've ever done in my 18 ( or maybe in my teen days )

But yeah, I started to get back on my track,knowing what's my purpose of life and happiness. In the end,I found what I want. Alhamdulillah *praise be to Allah*. Although I'm not fully feel full or idk,okay? ,at least I feel some kind of idk calm and yeah, I am myself again.

You know,you started to be yourself when you didn't depend on others for your happiness. And that's what I mostly do to myself right now and hopefully in my next life too * if there is a next life :P *.

I hang out less with people,and more with camera. I take joy in every time I click that shutter,and feel that kind of awesomeness and cool when my picture turns out to be better (?) and good  and if it's not, I'll come back again and again to try to take that shots until I feel like " Yesss I got this shot".

I feel joy when people comment and also critique my photos. I feel thrill when I'm thinking that I'm gonna be on the next adventure. I feel...ME (?).

So for the one who's still searching for happiness or something similar, find it in yourself. Search for it deeply and yes, ask HIM. Ask Allah for eternal happiness. Because that's what we as a muslim need to have . ETERNAL HAPPINESS.

Some scholar said " If you want eternal happiness,you also must be strong to face some tribulation,sweat,blood or even tears." and I hope you guys can face all of those tribulations,problems and possibly your fear into finding your happiness.

I may found mine,but I know it's not temporary. Although it's not,at least I found reasons to live,or reasons to be happy. Which is to be grateful for small things that happen :).

So yeah,that's it. I hope that the people who'll be watching this would found what you're looking for. Although it might takes some time,but please don't feel despair . For we belong to Him and to Him we will return.

HanHanan
I may not be the happiest person you've ever known but still,I'm grateful for small things that He give :)

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