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 Assalamualaikum ,
  Well it's kinda a really looong time for me to write and such. I've got bunch of things to take care of since I'm at the end of this semester .
   
    You know, I used to be a depressionist ( is that even a term?) . Well the good things is that I don't need med but yeah it's kinda hard to control a bit. You know like somehow you think you're a loser and the next thing is that you're being hyped up about something ?

   I feel it. YES I DO.

And I don't feel ashamed or such to talk about this because in reality it's happening in this society and it's not a bad thing. It's not.

 What's the difference between us and them >

 Well idk man but maybe because we bottle up our feelings . We think that no one likes us for once and idk man.. It's hard to say 

Like I can be poetic at one time and be a freak or idk man. It's still blur to me what's the difference between normal and being a depressionist . But I can say that it's reaaally different from what you think.

You might say " Alah,ni kes tak dekat dengan Allah ni" and such religious stuffs. LOL How funny.
You never know us or our deeds but your mouth talks louder than your action.

What's your action? MOCK? TALK?LAUGH? Well it's up to you. I don't care cause it doesn't matter much..The one who's having it is me and you're all talks .

And being depressionist, i put a status and the next thing is that I delete it. Now it's being indecisive hanhanan not depressionist ( I know but heyy.... ) . I didn't want my status to be sentap but at the same time I really want to talk what's in my mind . Being honest about things is what I wanna be. Not being a lip tight girl that I used to be. But hey,be moderate in being honest . :)

I hope that by doing this posts,at least I want to let you guys know what's in my mind and why I'm being such this and that at social media.

Because honestly, I don't want to be like that. I don't

And what;s in my mind? Well,....

Regard
HanHanan

She keeps having dreams and she hates it .



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mamat dalam gambar ni takdelah pemalu sangat ( image courtesy of my bro )

K Assalamualaikum, pagi ni disebabkan suis wayar otak aku tidak berapa berjalan ( dek lama sangat buat kerja ) , aku tiba-tiba dihurung satu persoalan.

Apakah definisi lelaki pemalu ????

Soalan ini berlegar-legar dalam otak aku semalam, sebab aku encounter seorang lelaki yang mengatakan bahawa dia pemalu tetapi hmm.... boleh percaya ke?

Jadi,aku bertanya kepada beberapa orang kawan aku, dan konklusinya

LELAKI ITU BUKAN SEORANG YANG PEMALU.

Kenapa aku berkata sedemikian?

Kerana kebanyakan kawan aku mengatakan bahawa lelaki yang pemalu tidak akan MENGAKU bahawa beliau pemalu ( ni aku sokong ), sebaliknya orang lain yang hebahkan bahawa beliau pemalu.

Aku sokong sebab aku tak rasa orang yang cantik akan mengatakan bahawa beliau cantik ( kecuali dia merupakan seorang yang high confidence, selalunya dia ni lebih biasa-biasa daripada orang cantik * IMO *) . 

Dan antara kesemua jawapan yang diorang hantar,aku agak suka dengan satu jawapan. Bukan yang lain aku tak suka,tapi mungkin lepas aku bertanya seorang ni,aku dah rasa mcm "k tak perlu tanya yang lain dah kot "




Terkadang aku melihat pada skala yang lebih besar padahal jawapanya mudah dan simple :). Mungkin ada perkara aku harus berehat sebentar dan pandang ke bawah. Kerna terkadang jawapan itu hanya berada dekat padaku,tetapi atas kesedaran aku untuk melihat atau tidak.

Untuk lelaki itu, ini hanya pendapat aku bahawa aku tidak merasakan kau seorang yang pemalu :). Terserah untuk menerima atau tidak.

Kerana akhirnya, kau-kau,aku-aku :).

Dan tahniah kerana membuat seorang hanhanan berfikir . Jarang ada orang boleh buat aku berfikir sedalam ini :).

dan ya,apa pendapat aku tentang lelaki pemalu? Well,hmmm

Lelaki pemalu itu seperti kamu,ya kamu yang teramat malu untuk mengakui diri kamu itu seorang yang pemalu. Yang malu denganNya. Menjaga dirimu denganNya agar kamu tidak akan malu kelak di sana :).

Okay, post aku kali ni agak a bit idk, tapi aku perasan yang aku guna almost 98% bahasa haha. Maybe sebab aku rasa post ni sesuai aku bahaskan dalam bahasa melayu :)..

Apapun,terima kasih kerana membaca. Moga kita boleh menjadi seorang yang pemalu. Pemalu bertempat :D

HanHanan
she talks a lot ehhh
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