I’ve been thinking about it this morning . I rarely talk
about my first love except in my real life . I may seems fine but idk man, when
I’m watching the drama ( Because this is my first love ), my heart waver a bit
. For me, I don’t want him to marry me or idk maybe love me (?). But at the
same time , my heart seems to be searching for him even though it’s been like 5
years (?) since we meet . It makes me remember my memories about him. Even the smallest thing about him, I value it soo much.
When I read the poem that contain inside the Because This
is My First Love drama, it kinda struck to me. I can’t seem to be telling
myself the truth . I lie occasionally , telling myself that it’s okay, you have
move on and such.
A Visitor
Meeting someone in
life is
Actually something that’s astonishing
That’s because he
brings himself
With the past , present and his future
That’s because
someone’s
Whole’s life is coming alone
The heart is
fragile
Therefore , it
might have been broken.
The heart is coming,
too ….
Jeon Hyeon Jeong ( 2009 )
I cry while writing the poem. Maybe I can’t seem to relate much but somehow,
he’s a VISITOR in my heart. And he’s been staying there quite a while. I mean ,
a really loooong time .
And listening for the ost was also a sad one. It feels
like it relays what I want to say to him … at least .
Stay with me like this
without a sound
As if we’re quietly
together by fate
The lyric speaks for me. And I end up this tangle up,
unfinished post with a word of mine .
Sun and You
Lately , I’ve been observing the sun
And I end up falling in love with it.
Because it reminds me of you
…
Both of you makes me smile, and feel warm.
-
Han Hanan
She’s a bad poet. And definitely not a good writer of her
own word .
